Wednesday 23rd to Thursday 24th September
Didn’t feel very well when I woke up this morning. Funny head, slightly dizzy, weak and wobbly, feeling sick at times so off of food a bit, all that kind of stuff. Nooo, not again 😦 I hate it when I don’t feel well now, it really gets me down. Guess I lived like that for so long and now I’m better I don’t like going back to a ‘sick’ day.
Especially as the weather was quite nice and I have a garden that I am trying to sort out. I get very frustrated when I can’t do things that I have planned to do in my head. And being outside jobs I obviously have to rely on the weather, I don’t fancy getting soaked doing it. I have piles of wood I need to get rid of where Gary dismantled Jake’s old dog kennel for me, old wooden garden chairs that the previous tenant were kind enough to leave with me! a shed to sort which has some junk in that I brought with me from my old house, old tiles to sort and get rid of, need a run to the tip, the list goes on and on. None of this was going to happen today though 😦
Also I never know if I should see a doctor or not. Everyone seems to tell me I should. But I’ve seen enough of doctors to last me a lifetime and I don’t want to be one of those people that are always there unnecessarily. I checked and I didn’t really have a temperature so that also made my mind up for me that I wasn’t going to ring for an appointment.
Anyway I did try to carry on with my day as normal, as I always do, and I did manage a few other things but I know that I needed to sit down a lot and just do nothing at times
In the afternoon I walked along to see Julie and Hannah to give myself a mini trip out of the house.
Thursday I still was feeling the same. I really needed to get some things from town but as I had mainly just been at home for two days I really wanted to go out later for my weekly walk with friends, and I knew I wasn’t going to be able to manage two walks today, feeling like I did. So I ditched the town idea and even though I knew it was going to be tough going I went out for my evening walk instead. I needed to be in touch with some people from the outside world for a bit! It was nice as it was a lovely evening but yes, my body WAS finding it difficult.
Hope I feel a bit better tomorrow, got a day out planned.