* It was on the 9th January 2015 that I was told that I needed to have a transplant.

From my blog on that day –

“Been accepted for transplant.

Should I go on the list? Extreme mixed feelings about it all.

And at times like these I wonder if my life’s even worth it. Is it worth all the hassle. Just want to disappear.”

I had spent the week as an inpatient in the QE Birmingham undergoing tests and speaking to a surgeon etc.

It certainly was an emotional and scary time.