What can I say about today? 

I wasnt with it when I woke up this morning. Took me quite a while to ‘come round’ and was wobbly on my feet stumbling about!! Don’t know what that was all about.

I have plenty of things to keep me busy at home but am feeling very cut off from the normal day to day world and wonder how long I can go on like this for. I need to go out to work and earn some money and have a purpose in life again, but my doctor doesn’t recommend me to go back because he said he could notice the difference in me, from trying to work and juggle everything else, to being slightly more rested.

And that’s all I have to say about today.